the edge of madness

to love a woman ... what does it mean to love a woman when you are a woman. it is to step outside the golden circle of polite society no longer the average distinct from the normal In 2004 i met her, the woman who would own my heart and change my life. I spent the next decade writing of her, for her, about her. My lady lives in New York, I am a relocated South African, resident in the UK. A long, long distance relationship! In the end ... love was not enough. Time and distance tore us apart. "the edge of madness" is my journey. Ten years of my life spent romancing and cursing a woman I found impossible to leave, a love I was incapable of forgetting.