An Abiding Faith..[Somebodies Someone]

I was first awkward among those Regina Louis in 1986. It was like a invitation for being a lovers great. It opened my eyes. I thought initially it was unusual; but today I think of her femininity quite different. Its almost everyday that girls and more women say they are UN determinable; infidels for the poor, social psychologist, and agnostic achievers. Certainly they were free. And when I was invited the next time I knew. In 1991 I saw her alone. She was attracted to me an profoundly loosed again by my soul. It was a overnight house party and I was won. Clairvoyantly I found others. I was ashamed; less like her, and still dispossessed. Reluctantly in a haze I think of all the time I paid cleaning my house. Soldiers are empty vessels; just as lost as Jar Heads explaining war. And in Finality my mother has been confuted as if she were troubling the blood.