In Fear of the Father

This Memoir is about breaking the chain of domestic violence. First growing up abused, living in fear behind the shadows and then becoming an abuser myself And its twelve chapters begin with childhood beatings, blood, and the mental trauma that affects the young and impressionable mind from the visual and graphic nature of abuse. And the inheritance of a disease that seems almost inbreeded in nature and passed down from generation to generation in some form or another. A story line that not only shows the pitfalls of my life but overcoming the high hurdles of personal rage ,seeking redemption for my actions and getting the appropriate help needed to overcome it’s grip. This book is filled with hardships and trauma but also helpful explanations to the reasons why and giving advice to others looking for change and ending with the entire positive’s and hopes of a better tomorrow.