“...I felt like being reborn... no matter what else I read, what great books, the simple fact that I am sure you are real. And... the more I was
reading... the more liberated I felt somehow...
After reading it you can never be the same...
you are joyful. And you begin to love yourself.
And accept yourself. The hook is your sincerity. The need to still be there... in your fight in order to see more about myself. And while I was reading... indeed, I also realised it was about loneliness. I thought that a magikian is one who learns about himself, who discovers himself and who sees the world reflecting itself in every human being... or a Goddess in every person. But as I went on reading, I realised that you never discover yourself until you don't see, but actually feel the world as within yourself.”
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By Vajra
Oct 15, 2009
"The Truth is nowhere but Within." This is an exploration of supernatural, inspiring experiences that I underwent in my journey with tantra, occultism, spirituality.... and the raw oneness.... if that strikes a chord... this is not only about the magikal, but even more about an intelligent person trying to grapple with the unintelligible and witnessing a silent miracle... as you go deeper into the quest, the pages become filled with horror.. the shear terror of encountering that which you fear most... and yet... emerging out. "Well, first things first... it kept me awake till 5 am." Mihaela explained after reading the journal, "Anyway, in short it is just about a person. Who you know is real though sometimes, maybe, I could just say "what a beautiful fairytale". Your struggle to find the essence of things can be felt from the beginning. What is striking most for me is your cutting frankness... though I could feel your fear also... but you just went... More > on writing. What is beautiful is the poetic side of you... what we tend to see as poetic, like your love for Herain... which is actually real, just like Herain. And, also... beautiful is "simple, easy, true"... that you keep on saying this... it begins to resonate while reading. And it simply tells how... life is not about struggling. I felt like being reborn... no matter what else I read, what great books, the simple fact that I am SURE you are real. And... the more I was reading... the more liberated I felt somehow. It involved a purifying ritual for me... or something close to it. After reading it you can never be the same... you are joyful. And you begin to love yourself. And accept yourself. The hook is your sincerity. The need to still be there... in your fight, in order to see more about myself. And while I was reading... indeed, I also realised it was about loneliness. I thought that a magikian is one who learns about himself, who discovers himself and who sees the world reflecting itself in every human being... or a Goddess in every person. But as I went on reading, I realised that you never discover yourself until you don't see, but actually feel the world as within yourself. People will love your innocence... and your running away from it. It is felt in your words... a mere energy... and it is also felt - our running from it... our not letting it envelop us. Our not surrendering to it. It was about how an intelligent and sensitive person discovers himself - everything else is icing on the cake."< Less
