Over this past year plus some months, I thought I was “chasing” love. The physical pleasure of love. The emotional payoff of love. The theoretical absolution of love. In the end, it... More > turns out my chase was about confidence and believing in myself. Wow, confidence, that is what I was missing! Epiphanies seem to be heavenly revelations of ultimate answers, but I find as time marches on that epiphanies become markers, learning-curve plateaus of knowledge, even brief windows of wisdom. Thus, no, I do not know everything, and never will. But it’s nice to find another piece to the puzzle now and then. I hope the “red” of a passionate will to live, discover and experience, remains a beacon. I will try to remind myself that, indeed, living is about the chase, not the epiphany. After all, there are many small smiles to be found in the day-to-day.< Less
Over this past year plus some months, I thought I was “chasing” love. The physical pleasure of love. The emotional payoff of love. The theoretical absolution of love. In the end, it... More > turns out my chase was about confidence and believing in myself. Wow, confidence, that is what I was missing! Epiphanies seem to be heavenly revelations of ultimate answers, but I find as time marches on that epiphanies become markers, learning-curve plateaus of knowledge, even brief windows of wisdom. Thus, no, I do not know everything, and never will. But it’s nice to find another piece to the puzzle now and then. I hope the “red” of a passionate will to live, discover and experience, remains a beacon. I will try to remind myself that, indeed, living is about the chase, not the epiphany. After all, there are many small smiles to be found in the day-to-day.< Less