The Real Beautiful Messianic Perfect Lucifer Versus "lesser gods", demons, devils, "satan", "God" and their pests of humanity

I know this piece of work (if it can be consider and qualify as one) may be too much of a “spiritual whore mongering” for a Christian. Like many, I am constantly seeking and searching for the one true God of love, peace, light, beauty, grace and perfection and when I found him/ “her”, I will worship and serve the True God. And I believe the True God or Messiah to be Yeshua, Jesus Christ. However, lately, I have been getting “visions”, or rather thought(s) about the Christian God and especially what is recorded in the bible which has been seriously affecting my faith in Christ Jesus. One of my “vision” or disturbing thought is about the Tower of Babel and I am still waiting for an answer.