Finding Me

this story paints a vivid picture of my past, and shows how cold the world can truely be at times. It shows how many souls have lost they're sparkle and tells a story of how i lost my smile. It also tells how i couldn't deal with the stress and mental abuse that was being forced upon me, and how i related to self mutilation. It points out how someone can become so misunderstood that they lose the will to live, and how it happens to more and more individuals everyday. My whole childhood was filled with chaos and courts and i'm trying to influence others to be more in touch with other's feelings, to be better parents, to be better friends, and to be better people all together. Did you ever wonder about those old sayings from many years ago? for example, "do unto others." Sometimes people don't realize how badly their words and actions hurt others, sometimes to the point of death. I want others to understand that it's not okay or right in any way to let these things keep happening.