Here is Jayce Leeman again: Finally explains the situation of losing his wife and 19-year-old son. Dealing with going to therapy. Not getting proper healthcare - all while molding conflicting beliefs, attitudes, and values. Meeting a stranger that quickly becomes an adversary He has an emotional breakthrough - *KINDA*? Jayce tries his hand dabbling with illicit barbiturates. Muscle Memory charges the pained grieving husband and father- giving energy to an old lifestyle. Bagging drugs near Missouri- but, is this the way toward his healing… Jayce engages in the illegal distribution of barbiturates. Muscle Memory prompts him to return to a previous lifestyle.