Writing this book granted me with a new outlook on life by the time I finished writing the last word. I now both know what it feels like and what it looks like to have a voice. Due to so many years or my opinion and feelings being swept away I began to not reconigze myself. I found myslelf in a deep depression just always keepning a pen and pad or just even my notes helped me to grow to learn how to feel to fiinally use my voice ....this is my reality