What happens when the love that once saved you begins to drown you? Haua is a beautiful dreamer in a city that worships power, perfection, and the performance of happiness. She lives an almost-life — high on smoke, sex, and survival — tethered to Ben, the man she once believed in, even as his world collapses in slow motion. But everything changes when she meets Spencer — mysterious, refined, and quietly powerful. He doesn’t demand. He offers. He listens. And with each gentle word and generous gesture, he becomes everything Ben isn’t. And everything Haua never dared to ask for. Caught between two men — one who owns her history, and one who promises a future — Haua must confront the lies she tells the world, and the truths she can no longer hide from herself. As desire deepens and choices collide, Haua is forced to choose between the comfort of what’s killing her and the terrifying hope of something more. Lush, provocative, and unflinchingly real, All the Ways I Burn is a story of women who love too deeply, men who love too recklessly, and the fire that comes when truth finally meets desire.