He loved me NOT! is a true story of how the author endured years of narcissistic abuse behind the closed doors of her seemingly happy home. Inside, life was a ring around the rosy of extreme trauma that no woman should ever endure. Nobody would know her fear or the torment that she experieced, as she was silenced in shame and brokenness. Laying in bed at night, her abuser sleeping beside her, she hid herself with pen and paper by writing her feelings in journals. Through her journaling, she opened a doorway to her worthiness, to true love, and to divine healing. She met Jesus and with Him, in the midst of the chaos and confusion that life with a narcissist brings, she found the strength and courage to move forward. He loved me NOT! is her story...