Koi Fish Journal

Did ever happen to you to have so many things to say but you were afraid to get judged? We live in the era of social media, where everyone talks publicly about their personal life, but what about the ones that do not have the courage to be so vocal about themselves ? I’m aware that journaling is considered something of the past, but every great mind along history had one, whether those people were scientists, philosophers, artists or literary genies. "When an artist falls in love with you, you never die." Although a romantic thought, many of us wouldn’t limit our experiences to a lover. We want a way to remember what truly made us happy, sad, melancholic, what touched us deep inside. This is a safe, cheap and easy way to clear your mind and know yourself better. Even a petty daily unpleasantness, a hostile glance of a stranger, a bad joke, or a nosy coworker can ruin your day. Why not whine about it, instead of piling it up and wait for the shit hit the fan? Why not stab the paper instead of your neighbors that steal your packages and say they didn’t do it? Hahaha Having all this technology, hand writing will become a lost art. Why not practice it, why not become good at it? The best thing about having a journal is that you can have a good record of your thoughts, feelings and beliefs. That’s why you might cringe reading them again, you might laugh at yourself of feel guilty for your evilness. You’ll be amazed how so many things you were so sure of yesterday, today seem pure ignorance. Every shade of emotion is part of human existence. Hiding a part of you because conventions, because of the pressure one must be in a certain way, will not yield any improvement. Censoring and denying the Shadow inside will not make it go away, but to harden you in your approaching. We already have so many people hiding behind well-crafted masks. Who are you when you’re all by yourself?