Janet left all alone

In 1992 I turn away from God. By saying that. I stop going to church or even hanging out with the believer. I became upset when I was traumatized by the death of my father. Our family began to fall apart and went our separate ways, the disappointment that continue to come my way, being abuse by my husband and than a few year down the line I was abuse by yet another man who insisted on forcing himself upon me that I believe was Demonic possess. I endure it all never telling a soul to protect my love one's from going through the same thing that I had to go through. Even when the relationship that I would not call a healthy relationship