I am a woman on a mission to help others know the reality of what it is like, physically and emotionally, to go through an abortion...to tell the whole ugly truth before, during the actual procedure, and afterwards, through my own experiences. I can't undo the horrible thing I've done, but maybe, just maybe, I can help someone else not make the same mistake! This is something that can haunt you forever; I know! I hope you will read my journey through all 4 abortions...parts are very vivid so you can almost believe you were an eye witness to it. It rips my heart out even now, just like it did decades ago when they happened, especially the last one where I found myself holding, what was supposed to have been my aborted baby, in the palm of hands! I'm trying to help others see the truth through one that has lived it! Hopefully when you read my story you will feel compelled to share it with someone else...maybe it will reach the lady thinking of an abortion and change her mind!