This is a journey of an South African girl from the rural outskirts, who was raised in love, joy, happiness and belief in God. However, with times life changes to this whole new dimension. This is her writings while going through these challenges. She believes she is called to a higher purpose and this is tested in every way possible. Her path in love, relationships, family and society seem to be a non existent perception. This is the first part of her journal, and by God's grace the story does change everyday.