David Collins is a man haunted by the events of the past. The ex soldier had succumbed to temptation whilst on patrol in the Zambian bush. That time it had been an innocent native girl, he had taken her, and taken her hard… now he has a compulsion to reproduce that perfect first time, some of the girls he takes come close to her, but so far none has proven to be her match, so his search goes on. Caution: This is the first part of a very dark non-con erotica story, and is therefore for Open Minded Adult readers only.