Hi my name is Samantha. My intentions of writing these diaries is that maybe someday someone will pick them up and they will inspire them in so many ways. Knowing they are not alone, That in that exact moment when you're in the darkness they somehow find the light in all of it. If these only help one person then me writing these will have served its purpose. When your in that exact moment of your darkness you feel alone. Like nobody understands what your going through and you feel like you cant talk to no one. Never Lose Hope because your better day is coming. Just know everyone you pass by on a daily basis is going through their own battle. God can turn a mess into a message, a test into a testimony, a trial into a triumph, and a victim into a victory. These diaries are a series of events that made a girl who she was. She went through everything that should have broke her. Yet she always found a way to keep her head above the water even when she felt she was drowning.