Kami Flack spent most of her life trying to be good enough for God. Raised inside an intense religious environment built on fear, prophecy, perfectionism, and spiritual performance, she learned early that love felt conditional and safety could disappear without warning. But when her young son, Cole, was diagnosed with a rare and devastating autoimmune disease, the beliefs that had once structured her world began to unravel. As her family searched desperately for healing through doctors, faith, natural remedies, prayer, and spiritual warfare, Kami found herself trapped between hope and terror, trying to reconcile suffering with the God she had been taught to trust. What followed was not only a medical crisis, but the collapse of an entire belief system. When Faith Couldn’t Hold is a raw and intimate memoir about grief, motherhood, religious trauma, survival, and the painful beauty of rebuilding a life after certainty breaks apart. Through deeply personal storytelling and reflective insight, Kami invites readers into the complexity of loss, healing, and what it means to become fully human after fear no longer works.