A young man living the high school dream. He has it all, girlfriend, high rank on the football team, a normal loving family, what more could he want? James Lizzie wants to be gay, openly and freely, but the pressures of his social status and his family keep him from speaking his truth. He writes in his journal all the thoughts in his head, and conversations he's had with friends and family. All he wants is to be himself, and find love, but it seems to be the one thing that keeps slipping from his grasp. He grows up facing hardships, heartache, and losses he was never prepared for!