Malfeasant

Malfeasant-Book II: The year is 2313.  I am a Mainland Ward and I serve the United Earth Federation.  Since arriving at the Service Academy Coastal Region, three things have ruled my life.  Reproduction Service.  Mastery.  Citizenship. I've tried to conform.  I've tried to be the way they are.  Behave the way they do. However, I continue to fall short and I've made some major mistakes along the way. I have been told to forget those mistakes and move on with my Service. But my dreams haunt me.  When I close my eyes, I'm visited by a male Ward.  Razz. He is a big part of my past mistakes.  I see him in my dreams and I've tried to forget him. When I am unable to forget, desperate acts guide my choices.  I cannot lose sight of my role in the Federation.  I cannot waver but will my course of action be viewed as defiance and if so, will my life be called into question?  Do I risk being labeled a nonconformist?  Or worse, will I be branded a malfeasant.