Straight Slap You In The Face

There were crackheads and dope dealers in those exit floors. They would rob you; hurt you. Especially if they did not know you. Hell they would do it if they knew you anyway. We use to carry groceries upstairs in a shopping cart. My aunts shopping cart. A lot of people use to have sex in the exits. I believe a lot of people got raped in those exits. Everybody thought the world of this dude , but didn’t know the truth. This includes my uncle-in-law. I remember one day my uncle, my cousin, and I were playing around one day. Back then I was scared of mice. I hated those germ infested shits. They were trying to be funny talking about putting the mouse on me. I started talking back to both of them and talking junk. The both of them cornered me in the back room. They took it a step further and stripped me down like we were in jail. I was furious and pissed . Why would they do that? I was a teenager at the time. My uncle did not know what happened in the past to me and my sister by this clown. They did not know what he has done and was capable of. Through all that I learned over the years on how to forgive my cousin. Through that I am healing. I’m not hating him for what he’s done and wanting to kill him. I know killing him won’t change the past. It will only put me in prison for the rest of my life and him in the grave. I’ve always had a crazy dysfunctional family. We had a lot of issues and dark secrets never told or disclosed to anyone. My family I believe should have went to counseling or group theorapy. Maybe it would have changed a lot of events that followed afterwards. The outcomes would have been better probably.