If I Could . . .

Heart breaking autobiography of abuse victim. She dares to dream, sharing the pain that created her desires. The book follows a woman’s life, abused from childhood, heartbroken many times over. There is a great void in her life. A void she feels could only be filled with great passion, with unbridled love. Her heart craves to feel the warmth, and magic, she remembers from childhood, the warmth and magic of hugs, and kisses, of unconditional love. Her secret passions, and desires, come to life as she searches her heart, and soul, for direction. She creates the imaginary lover, who would make her life complete. An erotic musing of a woman, so very lost in her own pain, and insanity. Is there a man out there that can be her lover? That can fulfill her passionate desires? Would she find the strength to let him in, if he found her? Would there be a man out there, who would dare to love Isabella? - *Warning* Chapters 7-12 contain sexually explicit scenes and thoughts. Chapter 13 helps to understand healing.