I didn’t lose my job. I didn’t lose my family. I didn’t hit some cinematic rock bottom. But I was losing myself. On March 10, 2024, I turned down the static and chose sobriety. What followed wasn’t a miracle transformation — it was medication, emotional landmines, awkward dinners, identity shifts, and learning how to sit with my own thoughts without reaching for a drink. Still Loud, Now Clear covers my first 18 months sober — told through the soundtrack that carried me. From shame to surrender, from ego to empathy, from chaos to clarity. This isn’t a guide. It’s a field recording from the front lines of recovery. Raw. Honest. Occasionally funny. Because sometimes the bravest thing a man can do is admit he’s not okay — and then do something about it.