How I Woke Up Dead

Kitt may have escaped captivity and terror to finally have her taste of freedom. But it all comes with a price. Adjusting to her new life isn't as easy as she had hoped. But with her sister and new support group, she just may find her way. “Kitt, you have been through an extremely difficult 20+ years of just complete torment. The fact that you are alive is just proof that there are some really strong women out there. It IS going to take a while to get adjusted to your new life. Something that hopefully you look forward too?” His voice was so soft and his eyes so hopeful. I felt so twisted and sick. My head and body just ached so fucking bad. I went from 20 something years of no emotions to just complete sadness. I couldn’t stop feeling sad and I hated it. “I don’t know, my other life was just so .... easy. I guess...” I couldn’t even finish my own thoughts and sentences. That’s how controlled I was and how completely out of control I felt now. I woke up the next day, dead again.