DEEZ-commentary4

Commentary4 BY michael”DEE”house https://www.facebook.com/michael.house.3745/posts/105530140000442?pnref=story Loss of stimulus is nice. I'm a lot more happy not caring about sex. When I wanted it, God called me from r ejectors. I didn't understand them but abided by the command. I want nothing to do with the 219. I asked women out because I kept getting told to keep asking & I'll find 1 who doesn't say no. now I am focused on my writing, my career. It is good in the long run. Now I can do something more constructive by letting the r ejectors run me off. I absolutely loved billiards as a teen. Then after a decade of rehab & countless surgeries I got a pool table of my own that my uncle bought me. I played 17 games a day for year(s.) Who's counting? But I compared myself to the pros & saw I was never good enough to play in the professional tournaments. I was too intimidated by the skill of the pros. If I didn't compare myself like the girls compare