My self confidence;love myself

“so you ready “ “ye......a....ah” Oh god i am like this every time i have to dressed up , give speech or something to which i am in between of the so called society , i just don’t understand why i can’t be more in society , i mean don’t act like a wallflower one , because this not “The perks of being a wallflower “ and i can’t enjoy my life like Charlie .Okay i am diverting from the topic i just can not able to understand why is it always too hard to stand in public even if no one is noticing ....... me are not like me at all , but some weeks before when i along with my family attended my cousin’s weeding ceremony , i found that the people i think were the perfect speaker were practicing for their speeches for bride and groom . At that time i understand that there are peoples who also have less self confidence still they pretend to confident and it quiet ..... So here are some ways to increase your self confidence and not to be a wallflower and if a wallflower why not have its perks