Retrocession

What if someone you loved died? You go through the sorrow and the grief, the heartache and loneliness. You learn to live and adjust but still feel the void everyday. What if you wake up and it has never happened. Would you try to stop it happening again? The same events lead up to that moment, the same events still so vivid in your memory. You know how to stop it happening again. Would you? What if it was a second change? What if you had been sent back in time? What if it was a dream? What if it was out of your control? The retrocession makes it difficult to decide whether or not it is a dream or reality. The only way to find out would be to live it all again and hope that it ends different or to see if you wake up. Perhaps you would never know. Would it be worth losing someone you love a second time just so that you could be with them again? Would you try to change events even though you know it may only be a dream?