As a Christian husband and father it's my duty to lead my family and teach them the ways of God, even if they aren't yet listening. I grew up without a father and by the time I had grown enough to understand that there was much I should of learned from him, he was no longer alive. I would have to learn everything by trial and error, often with undesirable results. In my life there have been many times when I wished I had an earthly father to ask for advice or to guide me in the way I should be going. There have been many of times I have been lonely and just wished I could talk to my earthly father and tell him how I am doing and tell him about my family who he never got to meet. I do all of this for my family that even when I am gone they will still have me to ask and know me. I love you all more than the world!