I never really wanted to get involved in this “Saving the world” business but I feel compelled to go on. Little by little, piece by piece the secrets keep falling into place, it is almost like I am being led down the garden path. For a long time, since I was young, I have felt that my destiny was for something special, maybe grandiose. My mother always told me that I was different, smarter than others and my father told me that I could do anything I wanted to do if I set my mind to it. The trouble is I never knew what I wanted to do, except that it had to be world class. Something no one else was able to do and I had to figure it out by myself. Sometimes I wish I never learned as much as I have. It has made me cynical. It is so very true “Ignorance is bliss”. Women and children can afford to make mistakes and live like Pollyanna in a world of polite manors spreading joy and happiness; it is our job to protect them from the reality of the jungle in which we live so they don’t have to exist in abject fear and constant terror. Most people in this country are so unaware of just how terrifying this world can truly be. Just ask someone from Darfur. The jungle is a very beautiful place, but it is also very deadly.