my life 19

my life 19 My sexlessness seemed like it’d kill me, but most husbands tell mw sex isn’t worth marriage. I never have a husband defy that, as a matter of fact. So I see my two-hundred-seventeen rejections aren't that bad after all. I thought I was missing so much! Then I had so many men say marriage is so hard! Sexlessness sounds absolutely horrible, but sex is just a little fun. I also like fishing, reading, pool, television, & going out to eat. All of those separately replace sex for me and I don't feel like I'm missing anything. Sex leads to trouble. I'm learning how to look on the bright side. My dad died in ninety nine, his mom died in oh four, his dad and my brother died in oh six, my other granny died in oh seven, my other Papa died in two thousand fourteen. I also love sports. How could I forget that? I'm not having sex. That means I look at sex differently than the people who are having sex. I am getting blessed by not getting sex. My decisions I make are different