be a good girl

As a young girl Deja goes through a dehumanizing situation that stays with her from childhood to adulthood. That along with family issues made growing up a lot harder than it should have been. But Deja does grow up with bad memories that haunt her like a ghost. She flows through what she knows as the normal pattern of life but she wishes her love life would pick up from where it was, which was no where. She is waiting for her "knight in shining armor" and eventually finds one. The only thing is she doesn't trust herself, her beliefs, or her knight, to know it.