This is the story of one abused autistic girl who grew up to be a feminist independent philosopher and poet. In this book you can read about my story going through life as an undiagnosed autistic girl in the 90s and early 00s (but later officially diagnosed), how I developed my original philosophy to help minority groups and lastly, my poetry which can be interpreted both as biographical and horror-themed at the same time. This book contains 3 books in 1: Finding Internal Happiness - my philosophy manifesto Stories of a Caged Girl - my first written collection of personal essays Her Inner Universe - my first written collection of poetry Content warning: this book discusses my story of domestic violence, sexual assault, all kinds of adult- and childhood abuse, and similar topics.