
About
Rachel Helmkay
From the start Rachel was a survivor. She never stood a chance in this world. Without ever being loved, not even by her own mother, and having all odds against her, she managed to cope and live through multiple traumatic experiences by splitting her mind and sharing the load of pain through the others that were created and lived within her. Meshing together from an early age and handling the repeated sexual, mental, and physical abuse, it became second nature to switch from one mentality to another, so much so that she didn’t even realize it wasn’t normal. Only after losing the love of her life and dealing with his demise did she come to the reality that she was not alone and really never was. Learning of the others provoked her insatiable urge to learn even more and find the root of them all. She opened up and tapped into the traumas one by one, seeking them out from each of her alters, and combined them here for others to see and perhaps understand that she is not normal.